I was listening to the song, Boasting by Lecrae tonight and just a deep feeling hit me. The Chorus goes:
If this life has anything to gain at all
I count it lost if I can't hear you, feel you, 'cause I need you
Can't walk this earth alone
I recognize I am not my own, so before I fall
I need to hear you, feel you, as I live to make my boast in you alone
This song talks about the yearning, the need for a Jesus. I just realized how much I need him in my life and how I am thankful for all the figures that he put in my life. No matter how small of a role you may feel like you have in my life, you've been put there for a reason and I am thankful for you. Everyone goes through ups and downs in their lives and sometimes don't realize the players that are involved. These players can impact you perceivingly negatively or positively, but the important factor is that they impact you in someway. I really wish I could've appreciated everyone that has been in my life fully at the moment that they was in my life but since that moment has passed, I am making it open that I appreciate you.
I just want to apologize to all the people that I've hurt in the past with my actions/words along with the people that are presently hurting due to a fault of mine, and lastly I want to apologize to the people that I will hurt in the future. No one deserves to get hurt, and I know that I'm not going to be able to always control who i hurt, but I want you to know that I do love you and I do care about how you feel and I would NEVER purposely hurt someone. Love you ALL!
