Right now I'm in a crossroad in my life in all situations. I don't know which way to turn. I know what I want (I think) but when I can't get what I want other things come up and they are great opportunities but I don't want to feel like I'm settling. I'm getting annoyed with myself because the opportunites that have their door wide open arent the ones i necessarily want to do. I mean I want to do it but I dont. There's more conflict in this door, and its not what I wanted initially. But then again the first door could have just as much or even more conflict because it is the door of the unknown. Ahhh! I know its confusing but thats how my brain works!
To be honest I'm not ready to graduate because there's too much unfinished business to do. I guess I just have to cherish these last 2 weeks before I'm really gone out of this place and trust that God will provide a way like he always does! He hasn't failed me yet.
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